Tangle With Death

Jané Adebe Orwellickens
2 min readJun 2, 2020
Photo by Fred Kearney on Unsplash

Death has always been a useful pseudo-romantic / intellectual concept

But what happens when it becomes slightly more real

When it’s banging at the doors or howling through the windows

Daring to come in…

What happens when it’s no longer something you observe from afar

What happens when it encroaches too close to home

Does it still remain a concept

Or does its monstrosity become all too apparent

An all-ending destructive force that seeks to do away with all that it touches

I’ve heard it be described before as taking away all a man was and all he’ll ever be

And it’s true !

The finality and totality of death have always plagued me. That undeniable non-negotiability

It connects us all. Rich or poor. Mighty or small

It’s the destination we all share. It’s a mighty humbling force

It’s effect is felt even more greatly when we feel as though we’ve been robbed

Robbed of our one greatest possession

Robbed of life !

This happens when we feel like we still have much to give

That’s what’s really scary about death

The fact that it takes away without a shadow of a doubt the ability to do, the ability to be…

All hope is lost for no man can act from the grave

Life is precious. Life is fragile. Therefore life is dear

I hope only that we can do and give all we can

To not let death meet us still with offerings or hopes or desires

That we’ve worn out our bodies and souls in the pursuits of our hearts

In the pursuits that engage us in the greatest vigour

In the pursuits that make us feel truly alive !

And that when the inevitable does come knocking, we can open freely having nothing to hold us back… Nothing left to give

And we can sit and have a drink long into the night

That still and longest of nights…

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